HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAISAL !!!

Faisal(march 9Th,1990).. his very existence made my life so beautiful.Met him 6 years back..right now he is 7 seas away from me but the memories we shared are still fresh and alive in my heart.

Here is something i want to share with you..The first time we met you touched my cheek..that gave me a very bad impression of you ..little did i know that touch was not on my cheek but on my heart.I remember every single moment i spent with you..those moments were so special..never did they come in my life again.I still remember how we used to get beaten up in the tuition,how we used to fool our parents and talk for hours on the phone,how we used to fight for silly things,how i used to irritate you with my 6page long Hindi letter and how you used to struggle to read them,how you used to wait for me after school.I always wonder how you used to ever bear me?i still remember this incident which increased my respect for you..remember when i told you that you were like my brother and you said 'NO WAYS...YOU ARE JUST MY FRIEND..MY BEST FRIEND' and then i asked you if we could become more than a friend and you said ' WE ARE...BUT A LITTLE LESS THAN LOVERS' ! That was the heights...you are perfect..not a spot.You were there for me when i was emotionally weak..i could always count on you..i remember how u always supported me..how u always encouraged me.This is something i always wanted to learn from you.My eyes are waiting to see you...God knows when am i ever going to see you...you went so far from me..U.K..MANCHESTER..Hope you are having the time of your life.I am so happy for you..you already made it to the top and i hope u never see back.I dedicate this blog to you...i don't care what the world has to say about you...you are always special for me..and you always will be.When the whole world got our friendship wrong,it was only our true friendship which proved others wrong.I am proud of our relation.I never want to lose you..that would be the worst day of my life.All i want to say is that i really love you no matter where you are..i will always keep you in my prayers..i hope the best thing in life comes your way..Make your parents proud!


I can write a book on our friendship..or say i can make this entire blog about us..but some things are better unsaid..we know what we share and that is what is most important.I couldn't think of giving you anything on your birthday..so i thought i would let you know where you stand in my life !

WISH YOU A VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY..YOU ARE OLDER THAN YESTERDAY BUT YOUNGER THAN TOMORROW..YOU ARE NOT GETTING OLDER,JUST MORE DISTINGUISHED........HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOMEONE WHO IS FOREVER YOUNG !

WHAT A FEELING ?!!

First when there's nothing
but a slow glowing dream
that your fear seems to hide
deep inside your mind.
All alone I have cried
silent tears full of pride
in a world made of steel,
made of stone.
Well, I hear the music,
close my eyes,
feel the rhythm,
wrap around,
take a hold of my heart.
What a feeling.
Bein's believin'.
I can have it all,
now I'm dancing for my life.
Take your passion
and make it happen.
Pictures come alive,
you can dance right through your life.
Now I hear the music,
close my eyes,
I am rhythm.
In a flash it takes hold of my heart.
What a feeling.
Bein's believin'.
I can have it all,
now I'm dancing for my life.
Take your passion
and make it happen.
Pictures come alive,
now I'm dancing through my life.
What a feeling.
What a feeling
I AM MUSIC NOW
Bein's believin'.
I AM RHYTHM NOW
Pictures come alive,
you can dance right through your life.
What a feeling.
YOU CAN REALLY HAVE IT ALL
What a feeling.
PICTURES COME ALIVE WHEN I CALL
I can have it all
I CAN REALLY HAVE IT ALL
Have it all
PICTURES COME ALIVE WHEN I CALL
CALL CALL CALL CALL
WHAT A FEELINGI
can have it all
BEIN'S BELIEVIN
Bein's believin'
TAKE YOUR PASSION
MAKE IT HAPPEN
make it happen
WHAT A FEELING
what a feeling
BEIN'S BELIEVIN'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WORDS OF WISDOM !!!

If you want to study yourself -- look into the hearts of other people. If you want to study other people -- look into your own heart.
-Friedrich von Schiller

People who fight fire with fire usually end up with ashes
-Abigail Van Buren

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.
-Erica Jong

He that gives good advice, builds with one hand; he that gives good counsel and example, builds with both; but he that gives good admonition and bad example, builds with one hand and pulls down with the other.
-Francis Bacon

He only profits from praise who values criticism.
-Heinrich Heine

Take it easy -- but take it.
-Woody Guthrie

MORNING COMES (as mornings always do)

Under a lovers' sky
Gonna be with you
And noone's gonna be around
If you think that you won't fall
Well just wait until
Til the sun goes down

Underneath the starlight - starlight
There's a magical feeling - so right
It'll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

There's no escape from love
Once a gentle breeze
Weaves it's spell upon your heart
No matter what you think
It won't be too long
Til your in my arms
Underneath the starlight - starlight
We'll be lost in the rhythm - so right
Feel it steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No you can't fight it
No matter what you do
The night is gonna get to you

Don't try then
You're never gonna win

Underneath the starlight - starlight
There's a magical feeling - so right
It will steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know
Don't you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know
But you know that you can't fight the moonlight
No, you can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

Prejudice is opinion without judgement !!!!!

SEEING IS BELIEVING...forget what u heard...experience life your way...you learn from mistakes..that doesn't mean u keep on making mistakes in order to learn...this phrase is so easy to say and even more easy to type..lol..i always make a mistake..then one more mistake and then one more and then one more and then one more and then one more........................GOSH am i ever gonna learn !!!!


they say you meet the right people after meeting the wrong ones ...but i keep meeting the wrong ones and then the wrong ones and then again the wrong ones and then again the wrong ones.........GOSH am i that naive ???? in this very same context my uncle cum best friend said that 'YOUR LIKE A BUTTERFLY...OVER THE YEARS YOU WILL BE A MOTH' !!! but i don't wanna look ugly...


my best friend told me that i am not matured...why did he say that?is it because i make the wrong decisions or because i act like a kid sometimes...could be both !!!anyways when friends say such things i gotta take it...no matter how hard it is to digest.

ANOTHER DAY IN MY LIFE ............CONTINUES !

Got up this morning with sweat all over my face..! loll nothing happened..was feeling hot!listening to 'murder on the dance floor' and feeling so good.what a lovely day outside..pleasant weather but stuck up at home..one of those political riots in mangalore.thinking what to write today..just when i get Internet it seems like everyone else went back to the stone age..the only ones online is me and some lesbians from Cyprus.oh yea i will tell the whole story as to how i got the contacts of these homosexuals..its like i was creating an account in zorpia 7 years back and BY MISTAKE i wrote my sexual status as bisexual.from then on i was constantly hit by many females who wanted to have web cam chat with me.

let me think about something to talk about..hmmmm..those two bitches in my class?Na i wrote about them in my last post.go back and read it if u wanna.hmmm..about my aspirations?Na they keep on changing daily..today i wish to be an astronaut ...but am a pessimist..scared that my oxygen cylinder would fall short..guess i will stay on earth.

WE WERENT BORN TO FOLLOW !!!

I know i flicked the caption from Jon Bon Jovi..hope he doesn't mind !!! my first post in the year 2010..yea i know it has been a long time...you can say i was not in touch with the world wide web for a very long time.lets start with life..hmm its good..kinda boring...aint bad...alot of things happening...alot of things on my to-do lists etc etc...health?sucks..stuck with a bad cold..rough voice..eye infection..skin allergy :(

college is sad...hate two girls in class( big shot)..one is from Kuwait but has ultimately turned into a typical localite along with a cheap mentality..then comes the old fashioned ,dark-circled wannabe friend who hasn't got any sense in dressing but acts like Paris Hilton !! i got 5 pink panties and here how the conversation goes..she tells me"don't you wash your panties?anyways i got a huge collection of panties too "..i haven't heard anything that lame since i left my old shitty village last year ! they don't even spend a penny but put great demands on others..for instance..imagine their aunty is coming down from dubai, they will either give a long list to them or just wait for them to give something which they could never afford.well different species i suppose..i had never encountered such kinds before nor do i wish to in the near future..!!!


after college - FUN !!! its so much like i have been freed from my cage.we do different things..oh did i mention i joined swimming classes..its fun..just screwed up my skin and hair(dyed it pink and apparently turned into some other unidentifiable color) !


Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.talking about bad memory..i have got the worst memory ever...i forget people's name and face in a jiffy. its rude at times..but cant help it.

its 12 in the night now..guess its time to sleep or else i may sleep in class tomorrow like others..~