My dreams are too unrealistic but never discouraged me from dreaming. Day dreaming is one of my favorite hobby. It is one of the few things in my life over which I got complete control, maybe thats why I enjoy doing it. Few years from now, I see myself doing all those things for which I required permission or was forbidden from doing it. This was my problem ever since I grew up. I don't like to be challenged(who does?). I always believed in one thing or rather you can say my motto is " I know it better than you do " or " I am always right". Though it might not be a wise saying but it sure makes you confident and a little bit arrogant. In my defense, I would say people are different and so is their attitude.
Here I am today in the place where I was born and brought up but yet hate to spend one more moment here. Over the years I came to realize that this place brought the chicken and pig out of me. But gone are the days where I was weak and scared. Now I like to raise my leg and kick people's ass. People should get what they deserve and if you don't give it to them , they might get it the harder way. This is my little way of showing that I care.
I don't know why I chose to write on this topic today. Actually I decided on writing every single day as I was here ( kuwait) for my short vacation(which doesn't seem so short anymore) but have come to realize that I cant write anymore or rather one can say that I don't have any inspiration to write. I always make a mental note of things which are worth mentioning in my blog but when I actually sit down to write, I go completely blank ! I guess the reason behind this is that I am no more ANTAGONISTIC ...I have gone past that stage but it makes my blog look a lil different (I guess) so I dont wanna change it. I was thinking of creating another blog and writing more on general things as nothing great is happening in my life currently. However I will try my best to be more active in my blog.
