Frustration !!!

Freedom is something I seek eternally. I know some things do not come easy to us, we either got to snatch it or make it happen through constant struggle. Struggle is a bitter word but also a common one in the corporate world. As that is exactly what am doing for a career, for a career that I got no clue about. May be that is why I am under such pressure now. I took some time to figure it out and after constant brainstorming with myself , I realized that I want to be a part of something that relates to me.

After heavy sleep deprivation, loss in appetite, nervous breakdown and certain other ailments , I had to soothe to myself. What hurts the most is that in life we always choose this one person who we can relate to and make that person as our favorite. But when that favorite person of ours doesn't have anything much to offer rather than their own sad stories , you kind of lack a shoulder to lean on. This is very disappointing. Extremely disappointing. I am not an expert in lending my shoulders to others but at least I understand when a person needs me though I may turn out to be a bad listener.

Anyways the reason for writing after such a long time could be frustration and the need to express it. This is when I turn to my blog and burst out my entire thoughts, cause I know that at this place am safe with no one prying on what I got to say.

There are certain things I tell myself , like ; time heals everything; God has a plan for everyone; live in the moment; everything happens for a reason and the reason is always for your good and blah blah. These sayings are true but very crappy cause waiting for something you really desire is a pain. Wish patience was an easy word !!!