LIKE I CARE ....

I have considered this numerous times, in fact made a game of it at some point.i know what i am doing..life wouldn't have been like this if i weren't out of the mess.world is really so beautiful..so many good people...so many friends...why dint i make the effort to know them before..so many plans...so many invitations..so many friends !! is there anything more i need???no ways..


Ahhhhh........frank?yea i am...yea do miss some things...but guess its high time to move on...actually i am moving on..and happy too..because i have been doing things lately which i thought i would never do..that too after a break up..break up with a guy whom i never thought would never leave me..why does life always prove me wrong?maybe that's how i learn...anyways chuck it !!!


time just flies by...and just so busy !!! i hardly get time to sleep...its always better than sticking your ass to one person ! yes it certainly is..but i would love to stick my ass to one person ..the one meant for me ! even though my past relation dint work out ..this wouldn't discourage me in the future...people do mistakes..he was one among them..he may also think likewise..i don't care !

I LIVE AND I LEARN !

i know what i have done...no ones knows what i went through...why the hell i fell into the ditch again??? dis time into deep shit...everything was so good...felt like nothing could go wrong...i left this place and joined the college in which he was,i dint mingle wid people so that i cud spend maximum time with him,left the pg so that i could be wid him all the time,straightened my hair cus he said he loves straight hair...i dun regret doing any of this...it benefited me !

today morning i got a forward saying 'people who hurt you are like sandpaper...they rub and scratch u painfully,eventually end up being smooth and polished,they end up being worn out and useless' !!!


i know now i am going through a tough phase in my life...a phase which i never dreamt of.he left me cus of the small things i did which irritated him...the small things for which he couldn't forgive me...every relationship got small fights but that's what makes relations stronger...maybe this relation was not worth it ! wonder how i became so committed and faithful 2 him ...he smiled wen i was crying..had hope in my heart that everything wud go rite...bt that smile of his washed that hope away...