Thursday, February 18, 2010

Prejudice is opinion without judgement !!!!!



SEEING IS BELIEVING...forget what u heard...experience life your way...you learn from mistakes..that doesn't mean u keep on making mistakes in order to learn...this phrase is so easy to say and even more easy to type..lol..i always make a mistake..then one more mistake and then one more and then one more and then one more and then one more........................GOSH am i ever gonna learn !!!!


they say you meet the right people after meeting the wrong ones ...but i keep meeting the wrong ones and then the wrong ones and then again the wrong ones and then again the wrong ones.........GOSH am i that naive ???? in this very same context my uncle cum best friend said that 'YOUR LIKE A BUTTERFLY...OVER THE YEARS YOU WILL BE A MOTH' !!! but i don't wanna look ugly...


my best friend told me that i am not matured...why did he say that?is it because i make the wrong decisions or because i act like a kid sometimes...could be both !!!anyways when friends say such things i gotta take it...no matter how hard it is to digest.

Friday, February 12, 2010

ANOTHER DAY IN MY LIFE ............CONTINUES !

Got up this morning with sweat all over my face..! loll nothing happened..was feeling hot!listening to 'murder on the dance floor' and feeling so good.what a lovely day outside..pleasant weather but stuck up at home..one of those political riots in mangalore.thinking what to write today..just when i get Internet it seems like everyone else went back to the stone age..the only ones online is me and some lesbians from Cyprus.oh yea i will tell the whole story as to how i got the contacts of these homosexuals..its like i was creating an account in zorpia 7 years back and BY MISTAKE i wrote my sexual status as bisexual.from then on i was constantly hit by many females who wanted to have web cam chat with me.

let me think about something to talk about..hmmmm..those two bitches in my class?Na i wrote about them in my last post.go back and read it if u wanna.hmmm..about my aspirations?Na they keep on changing daily..today i wish to be an astronaut ...but am a pessimist..scared that my oxygen cylinder would fall short..guess i will stay on earth.

WE WERENT BORN TO FOLLOW !!!

I know i flicked the caption from Jon Bon Jovi..hope he doesn't mind !!! my first post in the year 2010..yea i know it has been a long time...you can say i was not in touch with the world wide web for a very long time.lets start with life..hmm its good..kinda boring...aint bad...alot of things happening...alot of things on my to-do lists etc etc...health?sucks..stuck with a bad cold..rough voice..eye infection..skin allergy :(

college is sad...hate two girls in class( big shot)..one is from Kuwait but has ultimately turned into a typical localite along with a cheap mentality..then comes the old fashioned ,dark-circled wannabe friend who hasn't got any sense in dressing but acts like Paris Hilton !! i got 5 pink panties and here how the conversation goes..she tells me"don't you wash your panties?anyways i got a huge collection of panties too "..i haven't heard anything that lame since i left my old shitty village last year ! they don't even spend a penny but put great demands on others..for instance..imagine their aunty is coming down from dubai, they will either give a long list to them or just wait for them to give something which they could never afford.well different species i suppose..i had never encountered such kinds before nor do i wish to in the near future..!!!


after college - FUN !!! its so much like i have been freed from my cage.we do different things..oh did i mention i joined swimming classes..its fun..just screwed up my skin and hair(dyed it pink and apparently turned into some other unidentifiable color) !


Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.talking about bad memory..i have got the worst memory ever...i forget people's name and face in a jiffy. its rude at times..but cant help it.

its 12 in the night now..guess its time to sleep or else i may sleep in class tomorrow like others..~

Saturday, August 29, 2009

LIKE I CARE ....



I have considered this numerous times, in fact made a game of it at some point.i know what i am doing..life wouldn't have been like this if i weren't out of the mess.world is really so beautiful..so many good people...so many friends...why dint i make the effort to know them before..so many plans...so many invitations..so many friends !! is there anything more i need???no ways..


Ahhhhh........frank?yea i am...yea do miss some things...but guess its high time to move on...actually i am moving on..and happy too..because i have been doing things lately which i thought i would never do..that too after a break up..break up with a guy whom i never thought would never leave me..why does life always prove me wrong?maybe that's how i learn...anyways chuck it !!!


time just flies by...and just so busy !!! i hardly get time to sleep...its always better than sticking your ass to one person ! yes it certainly is..but i would love to stick my ass to one person ..the one meant for me ! even though my past relation dint work out ..this wouldn't discourage me in the future...people do mistakes..he was one among them..he may also think likewise..i don't care !

Saturday, August 8, 2009

I LIVE AND I LEARN !





i know what i have done...no ones knows what i went through...why the hell i fell into the ditch again??? dis time into deep shit...everything was so good...felt like nothing could go wrong...i left this place and joined the college in which he was,i dint mingle wid people so that i cud spend maximum time with him,left the pg so that i could be wid him all the time,straightened my hair cus he said he loves straight hair...i dun regret doing any of this...it benefited me !

today morning i got a forward saying 'people who hurt you are like sandpaper...they rub and scratch u painfully,eventually end up being smooth and polished,they end up being worn out and useless' !!!


i know now i am going through a tough phase in my life...a phase which i never dreamt of.he left me cus of the small things i did which irritated him...the small things for which he couldn't forgive me...every relationship got small fights but that's what makes relations stronger...maybe this relation was not worth it ! wonder how i became so committed and faithful 2 him ...he smiled wen i was crying..had hope in my heart that everything wud go rite...bt that smile of his washed that hope away...

Friday, July 31, 2009

OOO LA LA LA !!!

Time really passes...its here..the freedom,the life i wanted...something is missing..bt never mind,,I'm happy !!! college is good...love life under great shit bt this time I'm happy..y shouldn't i be?i came in search of happiness then y shud the one whom i love make things worse for me??NO WAYS...!!

In an apartment with divya...my school friend..my husband at home.its like a world of our own..ups and downs...so far only ups..lolz!!! well many new changes in me...starting off wid my permanent hair smoothening...he said he loves straight hair..did it keeping him in mind bt happy cus it makes me look gud as well as makes me feel good.Then came the belly piercing which just lasted for a week...the experience was crazy..gonna do it again soon.Then came our first kiss followed by some promises which dint seem 2 long until the recent fight we had..its still going on.i have given up..the hope !!


Still life moves on..

Monday, June 8, 2009

oh, random shit that hides in my head.




A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pi le of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story: (1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy. (2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend. (3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep
your mouth shut!