WE WERENT BORN TO FOLLOW !!!

I know i flicked the caption from Jon Bon Jovi..hope he doesn't mind !!! my first post in the year 2010..yea i know it has been a long time...you can say i was not in touch with the world wide web for a very long time.lets start with life..hmm its good..kinda boring...aint bad...alot of things happening...alot of things on my to-do lists etc etc...health?sucks..stuck with a bad cold..rough voice..eye infection..skin allergy :(

college is sad...hate two girls in class( big shot)..one is from Kuwait but has ultimately turned into a typical localite along with a cheap mentality..then comes the old fashioned ,dark-circled wannabe friend who hasn't got any sense in dressing but acts like Paris Hilton !! i got 5 pink panties and here how the conversation goes..she tells me"don't you wash your panties?anyways i got a huge collection of panties too "..i haven't heard anything that lame since i left my old shitty village last year ! they don't even spend a penny but put great demands on others..for instance..imagine their aunty is coming down from dubai, they will either give a long list to them or just wait for them to give something which they could never afford.well different species i suppose..i had never encountered such kinds before nor do i wish to in the near future..!!!


after college - FUN !!! its so much like i have been freed from my cage.we do different things..oh did i mention i joined swimming classes..its fun..just screwed up my skin and hair(dyed it pink and apparently turned into some other unidentifiable color) !


Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.talking about bad memory..i have got the worst memory ever...i forget people's name and face in a jiffy. its rude at times..but cant help it.

its 12 in the night now..guess its time to sleep or else i may sleep in class tomorrow like others..~

LIKE I CARE ....

I have considered this numerous times, in fact made a game of it at some point.i know what i am doing..life wouldn't have been like this if i weren't out of the mess.world is really so beautiful..so many good people...so many friends...why dint i make the effort to know them before..so many plans...so many invitations..so many friends !! is there anything more i need???no ways..


Ahhhhh........frank?yea i am...yea do miss some things...but guess its high time to move on...actually i am moving on..and happy too..because i have been doing things lately which i thought i would never do..that too after a break up..break up with a guy whom i never thought would never leave me..why does life always prove me wrong?maybe that's how i learn...anyways chuck it !!!


time just flies by...and just so busy !!! i hardly get time to sleep...its always better than sticking your ass to one person ! yes it certainly is..but i would love to stick my ass to one person ..the one meant for me ! even though my past relation dint work out ..this wouldn't discourage me in the future...people do mistakes..he was one among them..he may also think likewise..i don't care !

I LIVE AND I LEARN !

i know what i have done...no ones knows what i went through...why the hell i fell into the ditch again??? dis time into deep shit...everything was so good...felt like nothing could go wrong...i left this place and joined the college in which he was,i dint mingle wid people so that i cud spend maximum time with him,left the pg so that i could be wid him all the time,straightened my hair cus he said he loves straight hair...i dun regret doing any of this...it benefited me !

today morning i got a forward saying 'people who hurt you are like sandpaper...they rub and scratch u painfully,eventually end up being smooth and polished,they end up being worn out and useless' !!!


i know now i am going through a tough phase in my life...a phase which i never dreamt of.he left me cus of the small things i did which irritated him...the small things for which he couldn't forgive me...every relationship got small fights but that's what makes relations stronger...maybe this relation was not worth it ! wonder how i became so committed and faithful 2 him ...he smiled wen i was crying..had hope in my heart that everything wud go rite...bt that smile of his washed that hope away...

OOO LA LA LA !!!

Time really passes...its here..the freedom,the life i wanted...something is missing..bt never mind,,I'm happy !!! college is good...love life under great shit bt this time I'm happy..y shouldn't i be?i came in search of happiness then y shud the one whom i love make things worse for me??NO WAYS...!!

In an apartment with divya...my school friend..my husband at home.its like a world of our own..ups and downs...so far only ups..lolz!!! well many new changes in me...starting off wid my permanent hair smoothening...he said he loves straight hair..did it keeping him in mind bt happy cus it makes me look gud as well as makes me feel good.Then came the belly piercing which just lasted for a week...the experience was crazy..gonna do it again soon.Then came our first kiss followed by some promises which dint seem 2 long until the recent fight we had..its still going on.i have given up..the hope !!


Still life moves on..

oh, random shit that hides in my head.

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pi le of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story: (1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy. (2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend. (3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep
your mouth shut!

BOREDOM !

1. Where is your cell phone? lemme check- on charge

2. Your significant other? ...meh .get me a mirror

3. Your hair? brown,red wavy

4. Your mother? amazing

5. Your father? a gentleman

6. Your favourite? cant recollect

7. Your dream last night? im gettin married to the man of my dreams !

8. Your favourite drink? red red wine

9. Your dream/goal? to be a better me

10. What room are you in? miine

11. Your hobby? had a few grew out of em..

12. Your fear? being left alone

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? a successful person and happy mom

14. Where were you last night? at home

15. Something you're aren't? a mug .?

16. Muffins? huh?

17. Wish list item? could get a new phone..

18. Where you grew up? kuwait

19. Last thing you did? laughed

20. What are you wearing? night dress

21. Your TV? i dun watch it

22. Your pets? my baby...my pet cat

23. Friends? Honest and themselves

24. Your life? aint that bad

25. Your mood? Melancholic (this note is taking longer than i thought it would)

26. Missing someone? yea...ALOT !

27. Car? love em..but dont own even 1 of em (a black one wid pink stars is my fav)

28. Something you're not wearing? a funny hat

29. Your favourite store? ..claires and accessorize

30. Your favourite colour? black and pink (sometimes white)

33. When is the last time you laughed? dun rememba

34. Last time you cried? aah.. waa today !

35. Who will resend this? i wouldnt have thought i would a few minutes ago

36. One place you go to over and over? loo

37. One person who emails me regularly? why email when u got other ways :P

38. Favourite place to eat? mc.donalds

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39. What am i doing: no idea!! greatt way to beat the time off exams perhaps!!

to all other time wasters.. proceed at ur own risk..of wasting time.

CHANGING....SOMETHINGS HAPPENING TO ME ~~~

Days go by so fast.... one year is over and i am gettin what i always wanted -'FREEDOM' !!! dont want to get carried away by the happiness alone..not over excited...im pessimist you see!!!

never knew that i would find the one again....some say u always play around wid the wrong ones untill ur parents find u the right one..dont know how its gonna be..and i dont even wanna think about it bcause im happy.. he is the reason for my laugh !!!

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes...
your destiny.

'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet
is fighting some kind of battle'.