True..so true !! Somebody once told me "you don't have to bear people you don't like"..seriously why pretend??? I have done that so many times..I wont completely agree to the pretending part but I have tolerated a few people who dint deserve the pain I took to bear them.Some people are like pain in the ass.Sometimes I think of making a list and putting it up on facebook..but NO that's rude ! You know what I love the most in me..everyone i dislike knows that I dislike them..its easy to point it out in my case.The symptoms are :
1.I don't talk much
2.I don't eat or drink anything that is offered to me
3.I sit and think about when I get to leave that place
4.I put on a very fake smile
Anyways,today I want to talk about happiness and love.I thought a lot about it last night and came to the conclusion that only love can get you happiness and only being happy and spreading happiness everywhere can get you love and acceptance from others.If someone leaves you,it doesn't mean that its the end of your life.There is a purpose for everything that happens in our lifes.Today from the place where I stand , I feel what ever I have accomplished is due to the failure I had faced in my life.
I had the worst day yesterday.All my life i had heard of people making fun of my school(UNITED INDIAN SCHOOL/ U.I.S) but yesterday I got to know why we were made fun off.Our school consists of only malayalis(and this is certainly not something to be made fun of)..I love mallus..I had always been with them.But yesterday's mallu gang was the heights . Personally no issues with any one of them..we were minding our own business..but there was this one cheap ass , wannabe mallu who irritated me.You know what I hate the most in him? Its that you just add the letter "E" to my name and that becomes his name..wow..was his dad thinking about me when he was naming his son???For a moment I wished to be a mallu and then the next moment I realised that it would only embarrass me and nothing else.
1.I don't talk much
2.I don't eat or drink anything that is offered to me
3.I sit and think about when I get to leave that place
4.I put on a very fake smile
Anyways,today I want to talk about happiness and love.I thought a lot about it last night and came to the conclusion that only love can get you happiness and only being happy and spreading happiness everywhere can get you love and acceptance from others.If someone leaves you,it doesn't mean that its the end of your life.There is a purpose for everything that happens in our lifes.Today from the place where I stand , I feel what ever I have accomplished is due to the failure I had faced in my life.
I had the worst day yesterday.All my life i had heard of people making fun of my school(UNITED INDIAN SCHOOL/ U.I.S) but yesterday I got to know why we were made fun off.Our school consists of only malayalis(and this is certainly not something to be made fun of)..I love mallus..I had always been with them.But yesterday's mallu gang was the heights . Personally no issues with any one of them..we were minding our own business..but there was this one cheap ass , wannabe mallu who irritated me.You know what I hate the most in him? Its that you just add the letter "E" to my name and that becomes his name..wow..was his dad thinking about me when he was naming his son???For a moment I wished to be a mallu and then the next moment I realised that it would only embarrass me and nothing else.
Happy??yea..why not???So many reasons for it..for example:am being so much encouraged to continue writing my blog and also being appreciated(by my friends lol),am getting the cell phone of my dreams,am gonna get graduated soon,now a days 'I ask and I receive'(thank you DAD),I feel I no longer miss anyone,am going to shop on next Thursday,I found the exact lipstick I was looking for,I get my size of jeans everywhere,suddenly ITS BEEN RAINING MEN ! , I might go to Bangalore in June (and also get a tattoo and belly piercing) etc etc...lol
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