CANCER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Frankly...i don't know how it happens but all i know is that when it happens , a person is gone (if not known at an early stage).i know i am writing after a very long time and that too i chose to write about cancer..weird ! actually the very thought of how dangerous cancer proves to be has deeply moved me..in fact it was an all CANCER DAY for me yesterday. all i heard about was cancer,all i spoke about was cancer,all i read about was cancer,all i thought about was cancer,all i dreamt about was cancer and bla bla bla...


Let me elaborate myself here..


1.first thing my mom told me in the morning was "come soon from MC.Donald's cause Bosco uncle's wife's requiem mass is in salmiya and we have to go for it" and guess what? yea she died due to cancer (may her soul R.I.P)






2.we were at Apurva's house.Kiwi says "i gotta leave by 4.30 cause my aunt who once had cancer is coming to visit me "





3.then we go to our 12Th grade teacher's house.she told me something which completely broke me down.A girl in my school who left a long time back to London was dead due to cancer..i never knew her personally but that moment i felt that she was my best friend..i could see her picture in front of my eyes...the dead old memories were so fresh and alive.i couldn't express this to anyone because i wasn't sure of what i was feeling.that moment was indescribable and one of those rare moments in my life.

hope that she is having a good time up there .. may her soul rest in peace !!!
MISS YOU SHAHNAZ!








4.And then lastly..as usual i was watching a movie before i sleep and guess which one it had to be ..."A WALK TO REMEMBER".Gosh why did Mandy Moore have to die because of cancer???why not aids?or a kidney failure?i fell in love with Shane west..actually i fell in love with the love that Mandy Moore and Shane west portrayed in that movie.

this was all about my CANCER DAY celebrated on 3.05.2010! i think i will always remember this day..i don't think anyone reads my blog but if someone ever comes across this one , all am gonna say is that go for a routine check up.u lose nothing..maybe a few drops of blood but those few drops may save your life!!!