i know what i have done...no ones knows what i went through...why the hell i fell into the ditch again??? dis time into deep shit...everything was so good...felt like nothing could go wrong...i left this place and joined the college in which he was,i dint mingle wid people so that i cud spend maximum time with him,left the pg so that i could be wid him all the time,straightened my hair cus he said he loves straight hair...i dun regret doing any of this...it benefited me !
today morning i got a forward saying 'people who hurt you are like sandpaper...they rub and scratch u painfully,eventually end up being smooth and polished,they end up being worn out and useless' !!!
i know now i am going through a tough phase in my life...a phase which i never dreamt of.he left me cus of the small things i did which irritated him...the small things for which he couldn't forgive me...every relationship got small fights but that's what makes relations stronger...maybe this relation was not worth it ! wonder how i became so committed and faithful 2 him ...he smiled wen i was crying..had hope in my heart that everything wud go rite...bt that smile of his washed that hope away...
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