WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH..THE TOUGH GETS GOING !!

well well well ,,as the title suggests ..i can see the brighter side of life ..now wen i take a luk at my past and all the things i complained about..i feel it was nothing (thou it wasnt nothing...it was the hardest phase of my life) !!!
talking about the fresh new matters..like for instance 2day...its actually a very different day for me...usually im bored but 2day i am EXTREMELY BORED..!!!isint that sumthin new ???lol this is wht happens wen ppl start seein the brighter side of life..they see a difference in their routine and be happy with it..(now now Daniel.if ur reading this im sure u will be happy for me)...

now talkin about yestrday ...bahhh its past..who wanna talk abt it but yet making the post a bit longer and interesting i am gonna bore all the interested ppl who read my blog without any fail...well yesterday was really very tiring day for me..went 2 church after 3 weeks..man i really dont like that place...luks like ppl cum there not out of faith but just 2 show others how important they r in the parish or how pius they are etc etc...well atleast the ppl in my parish do that !!anyways its just gonna be for mere 4 more months of being forced like this 2 do things that i dont find pleasure in...after that i will be the master of my own fate and decisions...this litle phrase 'after 4 months ' is the only thing that keeps me motivated..i say it everytime i breathe these days..(God knws wen that day gonna cum wen i will say 'afta 1 day')...sighhhh luk at the way how humans keep increasing their expectations...nevr satisfied !!!...now my aim is 2 live 2 the fullest even when i know i cannot... laters i dun wanna regret any thing saying 'sigh...i had an opportunity but i wasted it by cursing my life over and over again'...no..thats nt gonna happen wid me..no ways...no matter wer i am..i am gonna live (even if its nt my way of living..but i can always pretend)...this is wht me doing nw..aint actually happy but the fact that i am gonna have all that i long for and wished for makes me happy !!!