MY DREAM IS TO FLY SO HIGH

spent my entire day doing nothing...i am so gud in it...i always do nothing these days..just woke up wid a smile on my face..trying 2 keep up that smile till i go 2 bed..took life the way how it is..dint complain..dint growl..kept the burden aside and took a day off from my worries...amidst all this tried 2 commit myself 2 my studies which i was ignoring all these days..well i gave my best shot ...dunoe whether i am able 2 retain it but at least i tried..i dun give up..will keep on trying..that's my motto in life..even wen i know i cant change things but yet i dream of changing them...love 2 live in a word of fantasies where things go my way...if not things then at least my life goes my way...that's the way how i want it 2 be..my life to be lived by me...many million dreams that i gotta fulfill..those dreams that i always lived in..those dreams that i thought will always remain a dream..its time 2 make reality more better than my dreams.2day i was just focusing on my aims in life ..then i realised that i haven't set any aim ....'realised that i wanted an omlette without breaking an egg'.

maybe one reason for me 2 feel so down is that i am not willing 2 mingle with anyone..maybe this is my problem..but again i have tried ..tried till i understood that my efforts were worthless...just a waste of time...time is something that never waits for anyone...then i should i wait for that time 2 come when i get along with people over here...

people over here are nothing but hypocrites..fuck off all u big time wannabes'...they never practice what they preach..thats what i hate...retired people over here have no other work besides watching daily soaps and interfearing in other's life...make news and then spread news..and wen they get2 hear it from some one else..just act shocked..woowwww