STORY..from my viewpoint !!!

X loved Y for a very long time..say for 6years..you cant say love exactly cause in this duration X fucked every girl possible..and Y was no saint as well rather went the way life took ..but not completely unaware of the presence of X's feelings towards Y.Y always saw a great friend in X..life once again brings them close ...at the point where they wanted one another(don't know about X but Y certainly did)..and then the most un expectable thing happened..Y fell in love with X..who would have ever imagined this but the most unimaginable things happen on this planet...but not a singe day passed in harmony..there were problems since day 1..firstly X dint trust in Y assuming that it was a tactic to forget the past and secondly X was caught up in situations which X wanted to clear before going any further into commitment...this was the daily scenario !!

Now the climax..one day out of the blue Y is warned by her family to stay away from X(and as you know family comes first for every person unless if their own family is messed)..so what would Y do?listen to the family or go along with that person who dint trust in her and had kept Y in doubt???however due to the fit of anger..Y at the moment created a distance between them but the next moment Y realised that what she did was completely wrong or at least the manner in which Y brought everything to an end was wrong.it took some time for Y to realise the mistake and that's when Y apologised...but till then X was very hurt..like OBVIOUSLY !!but what else could Y do..X who knew her for 7 years failed to understand the situation..so X decides to move on by not facing Y anymore.Y was very guilty so decided to shamelessly beg for forgiveness but X was determined and then that was the end!!

X could be happy because X could now get back to the messed up situations and sort it out or get more involved !!

Y could be happy because Y got to know how much love and attachment X had towards Y !!

MORAL OF THE STORY- Y saved herself from X !!!

100 truths about me..!!!

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage - coconut WATER :)
3. Last text message - 4m keziah
2. Last phone call - = my dad
4. Last song you listened to = sugar town by nancy sinatra
5. Last time you cried - last night
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice - hmm yea
7. Been cheated on - hmm....
8. Kissed someone & regretted it -YES
9. Lost someone special - yeaahh :(
10. Been depressed - hmnn..yup
11. Been drunk and threw up - lol...lets nt talk abt it ;P

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Purple
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = yup
16. Fallen out of love = hmmnnnn........... YES AND NO
17. Laughed until you cried = yeaa manyyy tymz..
18. Met someone who changed you = YES.
19. Found out who your true friends were = i already knw..
20. Found out someone was talking about you = YES
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list =..YES
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = almost all
23. How many kids do you want to have = 14
24. Do you have any pets = yeaahh a CAT(BABY)
25. Do you want to change your name = NO..i love it...
26. What did you do for your last birthday = hmn...cut d PIZZA..then a date and gt caught by the cops
27. What time did you wake up today = 07:00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = chatting with my uncle cum best friend
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = CANT wait 4 tym 2 pass by....
30. Last time you saw your Mother = 2 weeks back
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = everytin :(
32. What are you listening to right now? = leaving on a jet plane-JANIS JOPLIN
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = YES
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =MY LENS
35. Most visited web page = FB
36. What’s your full name = Dan Bridgette Martis
37. Nicknames = lol...jst Dan
38. Relationship Status = .........Single.........
39. Zodiac sign = Cancer
40. Male or female? = FEMALE...duh!
41. Elementary School= united indian schooll,Kuwait
42. High School= united indian school
43. College = st.aloysius college,mangalore
44. Hair color = Brown..
45. Long or short = nt so short ..nt so long..
46. Height = 151cms
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = naahhhh..
48: What do you like about yourself? = hmm.. almost everytin i guess....!!
49. Piercings = Ears and belly
50. Tattoos = noooo....
51. Righty or left = RIGHT...

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery = dnt av 1 yet...
53. First piercing = EARS
54. First best friend =hmnnn......hmnnn......hmn.....hmn...no besties.... :P:P
55. First sport you joined = basketball....:P
56. First vacation = India
58. First pair of trainers = hu remembers...

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = hershy's white chocolate with cookies
60. Drinking = nothin
61. I'm about to = answer d nxt quest .. :P
62. Listening to = christina aguilera-fighter
63. Waiting for = a miracle

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = DUH..!!
65. Get Married? = hmn...yeaahhh
66. Career? = afcuz...though i dunno wht.. maybe fashion designer
67. Lips or eyes = BOTH
68. Hugs or kisses = actually....both agn....:)
69. Shorter or taller = Taller duh...
70. Older or Younger = d guy shud definitely b elder...!!
71. Romantic or spontaneous = ROMANTIC
72. Nice stomach or nice arms =nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive...
74. Hook-up or relationship = RELATIONSHIP
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker... ^_^

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = aahhh noooo....
77. Drank hard liquor= hmn....... :P:P
78. Lost glasses/contacts = contacts
79. Sex on first date = ohh hell NO..!!
80. Broken someone's heart = YES :( ..WHY DID I?
81. Had your own heart broken = hmm....yeaahh actually...
82. Been arrested = NOT EXACTLY :)
84. Cried when someone died = yup...duh..!!
85. Fallen for a friend? = nooo...!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yes i do..
87. Miracles = yes...badly w8in 4 1..!!
88. Love at first sight = nahh nt atall
89. Heaven = YEAH !!
90. Santa Claus = lol...nope..!!
91. Kiss on the first date = umm..yeaa depends...!!
92. Angels = ofcuz !!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = YES...JUST ONCE
95. Did you sing today? = yes...i do evryday... :P:P
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = YEA:(
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = 2YEARS AND 1 MONTH
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = AUGUST 8TH..made an unnecessary scene on my break up..guy wasnt worth the pain i took !!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = yeaahh :S :S
100. Posting this as 100 truths? - yeah..

Just when I thought.....

I have realised one thing one..I screw up everything when it comes to relationships.Just when I thought I took the right decision in my life..someone had to fuck my happiness..and this time my own blood.I am a sister first and then some one's friend..family always comes first..is int it?Sometimes mistakes happen and you speak shit but things spoken at the moment of anger are never true...if I had one chance to rewind my life then I would like to erase that moment in my life where I felt so helpless and created a distance between that person who always stood for me !!I hate myself for doing this...why dint I take things a bit calmly..I guess that word is not there in my dictionary..but he knows me so well..then why this pain when you know the truth deep inside you !!! People play games..and they are so good at it..

Now am standing exactly where I started...and this time am going to wait ...!!!

RISE AND SHINE ..............

Its time now...time to open my eyes and look for greater things... Hope is the power which keeps us living..the feeling which encourages us to work for a better tomorrow.There have been times when I lost it but then again life takes me back to where I started.I think I have mentioned this many times in my blog yet I would like to say it again "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON..AND THE REASON IS ALWAYS FOR YOUR GOOD" ..Everything that happened in my life so far was nothing but a route to a much better future or else I would have been stuck with people who do not deserve to be a part of my life.

Feeling great!?...lol after all its not the same now..I had taken the pain which beared me no fruits.. I used to think that I had been really unfortunate when it came to certain things but now that word doesn't exist in my dictionary.Am the most luckiest girl ever..also the happy one.

I was out of topics , that's why I dint come up with new posts lately..today am writing my instant thoughts..got just two more days in Kuwait..this was the best vacation ever..Wish I could stay longer but at the same time wanna go to India:)

I got to know people whom I never knew or was afraid to know..they turned out to be the best people I had ever known.I am going to miss everything once am in India...back to shallow world=MANGALORE !!Mangalore is fun...people suck.Some bunch of people call themselves classy but show nothing but their shallowness.I guess this time I am going back to India with tolerance,experience etc etc..I think the best way to stay away from such people is by staying aloof.Some people say "hey dude...am a frigging party animal and blah blah blah"..lol I wonder how they can even stand the mangalore gay parties unless if they themselves are...lol.Once someone sent me a message saying ' party @ blah blah blah...house, trance blah blah blah..BYOB.' ....BRING YOUR OWN BOOZE.huh?..you call this a party?Its like in school you get your own tiffin and sit and eat at the cornor and sometimes maybe share a little with your friends.Today am so proud to say that am not a mangalorean..I come from a shitty village called SHIRVA...which also sucks but is not as bitchy as the great MANGALORE !

Am drifting from the topic I had in mind..today I wanted to write about TINA TURNER..I was deeply moved by her life story but anyways go to wickipedia and read it yourself if your interested to know about her.Today am in the mood of bitching about mangalore.OK,the next thing I hate is their mentality..no no not the backward mentality(so obvious after all its mangalore..not London)..its the superior mentality that some people have.I know this one guy who is damn smart...I mean it when I say damn smart..there is nothing in this world that he can not speak about...but whats the use of such smartness when your character is so sad??This guy is so aware of his smartness ,which is not a bad thing but boy..please don't fly so high that your very existence on the earth becomes irritating for some people.

Bitching is something which is very normal and found everywhere.In my opinion bitching is completely normal..in fact I wouldn't hate the person who would bitch about me but I would hate it if that person would pretend .Pretending is the real bitching...!!!